It was not the decision of my
conscious mind to join CA; neither was it decision of my unconscious mind. It
was the decision of my sub-conscious mind.
I was in grade eight when I know a profession called CA. At that time I
even didn’t know the full form of CA and today I am in CA final, Waiting to
write my name as-CA Dipendra Prasad Poudel.
Deelip karki sir (our accounts as
well as optional math’s teacher in grade eight) firstly told me that one can
become CA in response to my question “what can I become if I choose accounts?”
He said it is highly respected post. I just replied immediately “then I will be
CA”. He smiled I don’t know why. Might he have smiled of my immediate
unconscious decision or just because he thought a guy who is not so good in
academics said he will be CA.
I started searching about this
profession and I used to ask to my seniors and relatives then everyone
suggested it is tough, you can’t do, some said results are too much low.
Indirectly and directly many said Don’t Do.
But there were three great
persons who said I should do CA. My father, mother and Thiru Thapa Sir
(accounts teacher in grade 9&10), Thiru sir encouraged me a lot. Sometime
he used to call me as CA in class too. I used to feel nice. In grade 9 & 10 I studied hard because I
need to be CA.
After sharing how I entered
virtually in CA I am sharing something about the real CA course. There are many
myths in surroundings regarding CA course and earnings that we can make. People
unnecessarily elaborate lot of things and make our profession too much complex
and hectic.
I am saying very seriously when I
decided to join CA I didn’t know anything about this profession. I knew I have
to be CA and nothing else. I wasn’t aware of course pattern, I don’t know where
to study, I asked Thiru sir from which college I can do CA? I was attracted to do CA but I was unaware
how, where and when. For some time I was shocked when I came to know it was not
like college degree. It was professional
not academics.
Here I am not trying to prove
that the course which I am pursuing is the toughest one. I believe all the discipline
is equal but there are certain characters which makes one discipline different
from another.
Whichever subject you are
pursuing is the great one, because you have seen the long and good career in
that field. You need to give limitless effort, challenge every exam and surely
you need to be smart. There is no substitute for hard and smart work. But along with this if you are pursuing CA
you need to have patience. It is not that you failed because you didn’t study.
Sometime when you did nice to results seem to be negative because of percentage
barriers.
Oops! It was a long journey to
reach CA final. Reaching upto here I have found lots of changes within me. I
learned to be patient whatever the condition was. Although I failed I never
gave up. I believed that if not today definitely the next time I will crack the
exam.
I would love to share the incidence when I failed IPCC for the first
time. I was sure I will be fail. 100% sure- because my costing paper went
worst, and I was preparing myself before the results too. When my results
flourished then I started receiving calls. Some said to join BBA it was not too
late, some raised me a question “if you didn’t
pass in this exam then what is the guarantee that you will pass next
time?”, some said “I was just wasting my parents hard-earned money in Delhi”
they said in such a way that I was relaxing in New Delhi. They raised many
question but thanks to my parents they never raised question on my ability.
They were just in my side and in side of my dream whatever the situation was.
I am sure to be CA. If I can fail
then I can pass too. The great line that motivated me was, “failure is part of success. Many people just give
up after failing once; they take temporary failure as a permanent one”. I
was sure I will pass the exam if not in first hit then in second, if not in
second then in third and if not in third then fourth and so on. There was no
reason to give up and there is not any today too.
Today I am presenting my own self-analysis,
analysis of a short journey upto here. What I have faced and how I challenged
it.
I don’t have any words to thank
my parents. Really how could I express my gratitude towards them? I don’t have
any words to express my gratitude today. Although we are from rural Nepal my
parents really dreamed something high. Nothing mattered them to make me a good
child. For me they have sacrificed a lot. Their sacrifice, dedication and
struggle has resulted me.
Preserve your high energy
This is the thing I was not able to
do. Almost everyone fails to do so and who doesn’t fail they succeed. The earlier
days while I joined my CPT in CCMA in putalisadak Kathmandu I was highly
enthusiastic and energetic to learn but after some days, I don’t know where and
when that energy fade away.
The same happened in case of IPCC
and it was one of the main reasons to fail. There should be continuous effort
to achieve something and I lacked that quality. I will do my best not to let
myself repeat the mistakes I committed earlier.
The initial Delhi
Five of us namely Dipendra
(myself), Niraj Thapa, Sunil Pokhrel,Sunil Ghimire and Gyan Kumar sah travelled
from Kathmandu to new Delhi with new hope. It was a moment when we all were
committed to achieve our dream profession and every one of us were determined
that we will do something special. We all were here to fulfill our own dreams
and the dreams of our parents. We were not only travelling far from house we
were far from our nation too and we left so that we can achieve and go back
with high pride.
The initial Delhi was fun for as
well as hectic. We were facing problems to communicate as well as commute. We were
in congested hostel and then moved to own flat. There were lots of ups and
downs. We used to enjoy, laugh, travel, study and also we used to fight. Anyway
those were such a precious moment of life. I am always ok in hostel and I still
love to be in large groups than limited friends in flat. Those ups and downs
have changed a lot within us. Now physically some of us are far from each other
but still memories unite us.
Laxminagar is not a good
residential area. But all the classes are centered here. Being in the capital
city it is far more unmanaged than it should have been. It was hard in initial
phase. You can find many Nepalese. Finding a Nepal neighbor used to make us
happy. But lately we realized there are many Nepalese than we have thought. It started
being common.
Taking classes
We all used to be busy. Each and
every one was in hurry. We had to attend long boring classes. Taking individual
teachers had made us busier. We had tight schedule. No time to think about
proper fooding because we were always in hurry. We had to commute a lot. From 7
in the morning to almost 10 in the night we used to rush for various coaching
classes.
When you fail be strong
This is the message to everyone. Each
and everyone of us we become fail. Failed in exam won’t give you a tag of
failure but if you failed to win your dreams then definitely you are failure. Don’t
take your temporary failure as a permanent one. I have found many just giving
up. I have already shared my experience when I became a failure.
The moment I reached in final
Wow! It was completely fantastic
moment of my life. I was waiting for the second group results and hadn’t joined
articleship yet. I had taken a big risk. If I had failed I just have lost 6
months but I passed. I shared it to my mother then to sister and slowly with
everyone. I had corrected my mistakes. I studied hard all day and night. In front
of books for 10-14 hours made me someway crack feeling but the thing is I had
no any substitution for hard work.
I am in a journey and haven’t reached to harbor yet. But I can see the
light house now. I feel now I am safe. I am not sure what will happen but feelings
of safety have boosted my confidence.
your fan
Dipendra Poudel
No comments:
Post a Comment